Saffleurs’ Musings

I’ve found someone and that’s a big step for me. I was with Anna for over a year but there was no hope of making it work. She refused to come visit and I simply cannot move there right now because I need to work and get back on my feet. Work makes me feel useful and like I have control of my life.

I have some reservations about it but that’s alright things come in time. She is pretty closed off for some reasons so I must wait patiently for those walls to come down or just get a lot more rope and climb. I have a tendency to be stubborn and push things and I did so regarding her. It was a mistake and a well learned one.

I’ve not felt so good about someone in awhile and this is exciting for me but sometimes I could swear she does not care. I guess the good old fall back of "we’ll see." Will play a part in this.

I wish you well,

Scott