Saffleurs’ Musings

It’s something I don’t think I will ever understand. Yet, it has permeated my life multiple times. People seek to find a solution to their problems and look to ending their life. It is fruitless, it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Even people who experience great trauma do not do so. Perhaps it is just how some people are but I know for a fact that I am tired of it infiltrating my life.

I have friends who have tried, one has succeeded. My aunt tried and succeeded, however they labeled that as accidental. I don’t believe so but whatever helps a person sleep at night right? Shay did this tonight, trying to over-dose on pills, cough syrup and other things. Why people do such things I shall never know but I do hope that she will pull through. Tomorrow I am going to give her a talking to. I love my friends and will fiercely keep them if I can.

It’s in me to do such things because of the life I lead. If I call you friend, expect the same depth of care and devotion.

Scott