Grandma passed away on November 16, 2007. She was almost 72 years old. I will miss her a great deal and won’t ever forget her. Since my grandfather passed away 9 years ago my family has taken care of her. If we hadn’t I’m pretty sure she would have followed paw-paw very quickly.
0 Comment » Well work is picking up. Not only did I meet my quota on lines activated. I also met my features sold quota. So it’s looking good. I was even recognized by the Vice President of the company. Small taters to me. I’m not really all into the recognizing thing. Means people expect more and frankly the only expectations I wish to meet are my own. I’m not self-centered at all. I will be courteous and do as a person with morals do. I just won’t compromise what I think. I do my work because money is nice. Maybe in the future I’ll do it because I want to or because I like it but given how things go most times, I doubt that will occur.
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General I read many books and usually I can knock out one in a week and move on keeping thoughts of the book in mind. Certain lines, memorizing it by only reading it once even. This book however has struck me something fierce and yet I do not know why. Or perhaps I do.
So I just had my ninety day review and it seems that I am not enthusiastic about my job. I also am occasionally late, which I am I will admit that but not on my own fault. I have to depend on dad to bring me to work so eh it’s iffy.
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There is all kinds of things going on in life. From getting stunning benefits at work including a pension that is drawable after 6 months, free medical, dental and vision, as well as other wonderful things. So while I dislike work and such I will stay as the means to the end seem good for now.
That is exactly how I feel lately every time I am at work anymore.
We are getting ready to rollout some new features and there was an instruction manual that was supposed to be attached to an email that was forwarded to me.
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I’ve found someone and that’s a big step for me. I was with Anna for over a year but there was no hope of making it work. She refused to come visit and I simply cannot move there right now because I need to work and get back on my feet. Work makes me feel useful and like I have control of my life.
It’s funny, I make no secret that I role-play Gor because I find it enjoyable nine times out of ten. I find myself in a quandry over how some role-play turned out. Granted I told the person their husband could wait, but did I truly mean it? No. Did I expect her to honor the role-play? No.
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So I emailed Bryan. He is the Regional Sale Manager…
Bryan,
I need to speak to you about some things and it is hard to do that because I do not wish to cause any trouble. I enjoy working here and try my best to meet and exceed what is expected of me. That includes being honest not only with the company but with myself.
Work has been interesting and I’m glad to be doing it. Every day I get to help people and make money. The money is definately a draw there.
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